da first day without him! :((

hmm. .i dunno what to say!! i've just lost someone special on 19th december. .he will gone around a few weeks n he'll came back!! he so freaking bad!! i love im very much, .the last night. .when im webcam with him, .i cry in front of him!! syit!! i dunno why.... he sucked me.  .n today. .he text me. .he keep on asking me why im cry yesterday. .n i said. .i dunno  . . i said its automaticcaly!! n he said. .''yes..i know,but why...i know why..let me guess. .huwmm..you love me right??" hhaha. .n spontanly i said yes. .haha .. ARGHH ...Gosh.i miss him..i'll wait for a few weeks for him ! ! ! n i'll webcam with him .. yay!! :)) my pleasure adopted brother!! hahahahha